Sunday, October 14, 2012

Day #34: [Mostly] Fantastic Weekend

Activities
Contra Dancing: Recommended!
It's like square dancing, tons of fun and energizing.

Photoshoot with friends: Highly Recommended!

Struggles
So I didn't see him at all last Sunday, which didn't bother me. But I saw him more than I wanted today.
I hated it.
I hated that he smiled when he saw me and that I turned away in hostile anxiety. I hated that stupid beanie hat he was wearing.
I feel unexpectedly angry. How dare he come into my ministry room and talk to a kid when I'm just a glance away. I don't want to see him. I want him to run in shame from me, under the weight of his lies to me.

I need to pray over these feelings and wants.

Thanks for reading,
Avery

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