Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Day #29: Happy Would-Be Anniversary!

Activities
Dress nicely on accident: Recommended!

Be with friends and do homework to live music: Highly Recommended!

Struggles
So, today's the day: it would have been one year today. I don't feel very strongly and didn't even remember until halfway through the day.
In a way, it feels like a slap in the face, reminding how long I let that relationship deteriorate and hurt me. The break-up feels so close.
In another way, I feel as though I've come so far as a person in just a month. It feels like I haven't seen him in months.
Some new struggles of being single are starting to set in. A pair of acquaintances just started dating and seeing them in that first phase made me feel odd. I felt happy for them, but also bitter, projecting all of my past relationship's problems on them. It was like seeing a favorite dessert when one is on a diet...for the next eleven months.

Thanks for reading,
Avery

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